In a deep pain of sorrow and grief
I find no memory of him retained
Human repression or God’s action?
My faith is telling me “It is a Divine intervention”.
I would probably be lost for now
If I rely much on my strength;
I know I cannot face this problem within,
Especially if it is the same pain
Over and over again.
I am amazed on how God works
I can barely feel a thing
Remembering him was nearly impossible
God certainly knows what he was doing.
Deep within I know it’s buried
Lying silently and keeping still
But this day could have been different;
This day could have been worse
When my mind is telling me to stop
My heart would often shout otherwise.